It takes a lot to get to where you want to be. I just wanna get there already. But good things take time and effort, and I don’t want to cheat because I want only the best for myself.  honestly, i’ve been sorta down because school and work is starting to take a toll on me and i haven’t been as motivated as i was before…idk if it’s the classes that are not interesting me or i’m jst slacking off but i need to get off this and get back on the grind